alicethedamned

Well everyone no new art things but im still around and i miss everyone drop me a line sometime yea?

Well it would seem that I haven't updated this in a while and I just thought that I would leave a small note to let everyone know that I'm not dead yea it's been a while since I've bother to draw write or bother to even live at all and I've realized this is probably a bad thing. But you know what? I really don't care all that much I don't have all that much to care about these days all the people who were once my friends or people I have considered family have all but refused to speak to me in months now, my job is really takeing a toll on me I recently started sleeping as many as 15 hours a day unless I'm at work I can be found here in front of this console... for sometimes as many as 10 hours or any really that aren't consumed by sleep or work.. I've realized and really known that this is not a healthy way to live but has become well.. all I really know yes I have friends outside of this console family to and i see them every now and again and that fairly horrible considering I live with my mother... and I hardly see her I can go an entire week with out seeing my mother more than 5 hours out of the week.

I think I am goind to abandon D.A. again for a short while.
I'm sure I won't be missed to much.

I'll see you all in a month or so

~Ta Ta~
Alice

Dear watchers (who are few and far between),

It seems I've hit a slump. Nothing new of course in the world that belongs to Alice. I have made a few rather odd discoveries on this path of working myself into a hole and near death experiences.

1.) I am apparently not really me anymore. Which I do not understand and am trying my damnedest to figure out, if I am not me then just who the fuck am I?

2.) I am apparently the only one at work besides my boss and one other guy on our staff that is indispensable. Seeing as how when my boss leaves for her week vacation around the 13 of June.. I will be stepping into her shoes and basically not changing a damn thing because i already do all the jobs of our staff at some point during the week.

3.) There is someone either sneaking jewelery into my pants while I'm asleep, or I need to do my laundry more often as I have found a diamond.. yes a real diamond set in yellow gold in my jeans.. quite frankly I am a bit frightened by this event.

4.) and last but not least. The breed of human,if you can call them that, that shops at the store that I work at are disgusting I am very tempted to make them clean the restroom after they use just so they can see what they put us through. I am quite tired of cleaning feces off of every surface in the store. No not only in the restroom but the sales floor. People amaze me at just how revolting they can be or quite frankly how ignorant. And kids we all know just how well Alice deals with ignorance.

Well darlings Alice is going to return to her clipboard and see if she cant work out something to post in her gallery.

Ta <3
~Alice~

Well here we are again time for another entry.

Work:
My old boss got fired for various reasons the main ones being sexual harassment and coming to work drunk or stoned.

Loving my new boss, finally getting hours things in the work department are looking up.

Transport:
So as of April 19th. I have been in two accidents one of which I totaled my van, no cops or hospitals were involved. The other was with my mom her truck taking no damage what so ever, however we totaled the car that hit us, cops paramedics and an er were involved this time in which I laid on a back board for three hours waiting for x-rays and a cat-scan, obviously I'm fine just sore and stiff.

As of May 3rd. I am the proud owner of a 1987 Chevy Nova that aside from a bit of rust and lack of a muffler is in perfect running condition. (Thank you aunt Cheri for selling it to me). And my insurance also went down do to change of vehicle. another plus.

Love:
Well until recently it was splendid I was in a relationship with a man whom I would still give my life for.
4 months into said relly and he decides he just isn't ready. Which I can live with and have told him so.

Art:
Obviously this category dosent entail much. Mostly because well.. I just don't care that much anymore, occasionaly ill post something but until my life sorts itself out there may not be much being uploaded aside from the occasional doodle...
sorry about that.


FarFarrien all

~alice~

All right kids I figured it was about time I updated my journal I mean it has been a good while since I posted.

I have been a bit swamped.

Work, life, being sick, well... not much has changed, still working odd hours, life is a little better, and I'm not sick anymore, but aside from that nothings changed still have a couple of commissions in the works, haven't gotten around to doing them yet every time I sit to start them the mood passes and sleep takes over, but I should have them out sometime this week, I finally got the body lay out and the banner how I want it to go.

Now if only I could get my boss to follow my life schedule instead of messing it up all the time life would get back on track but I'm working on that.


So with lots of love dear Alice is going to stop filling your head with dribble no one ever reads anyway.

Night kids,
Alice